RemorsefuL.*

2008-09-19T10:36:00.000-07:00

im back to blog. hmm jus came back from class chalet. im still hungry now bcos i totally didnt ate anything , all we did was drink and drink. our class finally feel like a real class where all sits down and chit chat together hahaha while theres some anti social? hmm was telling ghost story and suddenly me and jim heard a sound behind us and we were like chua sai? lol really scared us sia. omg. recently results were out for all nyp students. i did badly so dun need kaypo abt my gpa!

hahas thats all folks. lets wait for the uploading of photos ba! =)
thanks.

rLq - an awkward silence.

2008-07-23T00:36:00.000-07:00

what a day of 2 presentations?!?! hahas but it was fun though. it was tat bloody raygen who made me laugh like dunno wad when the china people are speaking english. omgwtfbbq! hahhaa!

2008-07-18T07:18:00.001-07:00

went to watch red cliff today. it was a nice movie!!! argh i cant wait for red cliff 2 to see how was the fighting through naval. =(

tests are coming out , projects are reaching deadlines.aRgH , give me more time please. =(

TeaM Fraternity. fN-rLq

2008-07-15T20:28:00.001-07:00

omfg. i felt asleep in lecture. luckily kai was beside me and wake me up hahahas. the lololololololol -.-

TeaM Fraternity. fN - rLq.

2008-07-12T10:34:00.000-07:00

its into the midnight now, i jus finished matching. today no soccer , damn sian. went to study in the morning. and chit chat wif kok kok kok. managed to raped FET BIASING. =) haha.

winning a wcg team , woots , jus loved the feeling. hahas it our turn to go wcg man! =) LOL, and thats quoted from xiaoviper aka noobsai! =P

TeaM Fraternity akA fN - rLq.

2008-07-07T03:54:00.000-07:00

omg projects and presentations after presentations are coming in in such a short time. its so rushed. i still gotta get my full formal wear to present soon. gonna organise a shopping trip to get my full formal wear. now i finally know her feelings.

rLq. - Once A Mephitic, Always A Mephitic.

2008-07-04T10:25:00.000-07:00

i look at them, looking at them talking happily, then turned to think about myself. why am i caught in this kind of situation? things are not going wad i wanted. exams failed , failed and failed. so many things tat happened tat made me more and more clear about the word remorsefuL.* i hate the way things turned out to be, if time could be turned back, but it couldnt, scars jus stayed forever. jus let me be the scapegoat forever for those sins.

Because Today , You Walked Out Of My Life.
Because Today , Your Words Felt Like A Knife.

rLqt. - TeaM Fraternity.

2008-06-27T03:32:00.000-07:00

after 1 week of tests and exam, im back to blogging^^V. hmm theres one lecturer damn funny, damn naggy, when someone comes into the lecture hall, she will like keep repeating, "switch off ur handphones and take it with u" damn loso. hahas. erm we also met up wif simon and went out with him, i think tat day was quite nice, the thing tat spoiled the whole day was the movie, shaolin girl =.= it totally sux! hmm i wonder when are we going to see him again. gonna miss him!

TeaM Mephitic , WaY To Go!

rLq. - you cry a tear to start a river.

2008-06-20T04:29:00.000-07:00

oops i had been mia for so long from blogging. well life is still quite ok. but life still has to go on. everyone changed. been going back for cs match recently. dotarians should had all separated le ba. euro had also started for quite long. lol i lost 10 dollars from those bettings too. aww sad. hahahshs. =( i updated, its time for u guys to tag lo! hahas.

kAzAf__* - all she need is recognition.

2008-06-06T10:08:00.002-07:00

holidays are here. but it was certainly not a time to relax. i got common tests right after my holidays. sian. nowadays i just feel so sian that i just wished to sleep thru the whole day and not care at anything thats happening. but well, holidays are here , so lets just put a reluctant smile on our faces. =)

kAzAf__* - everyday its just the same, im missing you.*

2008-06-01T03:54:00.000-07:00

had soccer as usual. well today was a -_________________-" day tat i would say. soccer , end up , doing 60 push-up. after which the last match, tat bloody big toe mr ng xingyong , own goal, lol end up losing. 20 push-up again. i was like......................... my muscles is now so hard, hard till i cant move a shit at all..zzz. plus havin a bad cough to add to it, it was more like ..................

kAzAf__* - you want to be just a potrait.

2008-05-28T08:49:00.001-07:00

went to celebrate jonathan's birthday. well its a wonderful day! =) starting the day was me and weiliang. met him at nyp and went to ps tgt. after which we were window shopping around ps while waiting for jon who is abt to arrive. after he arrived, the 3 of us went to buy cake from swenson. hahas we took a long time until we finally decided on the cookies and cream cake. aww. well, we keep walking aaround ps while waiting for the rest and when they finally arrived, we went to ajisen ramen to have our dinner because majority of us forgot to bring more money which included me. aww sry jon. weiliang was recommending a particular ramen to us which i forgotten the name. well he was so hungry tat he scooped up the whole bowl including the soup. omfg. LOL. after dinner, we waited for jimmy who jus finished his dunno wad meeting and he rushed to ps to meet us. while waiting , we were so idiot tat we stood at the starhub and watch free soccer match, lol,luckily they nvr chase us off. =P hahas. we went to take our cake , and went to the park opposite ps to celebrate. while celebrating , there were 2 girls sitting quite a distance from us. hahas from far, it was chio-bu! woots. all of us were so high , hahas we cut our cake and divide into 8 pieces , gave the 2 girls their part too. starting was we asking tissue from them, then they decided tat since they gave us tissue, we gave them cakes too , LOL. and jon was so high tat the girl was so pretty, he went to take a photo wif them. omfg. and after tat , he asked the girl for num.hahahas. i wish him all the best. ^^V
i shall end here.

kAzAf. - i miss u.

2008-05-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

the 3 years promise. i miss u, i miss you. u r just on my mind every second. why are we separated!? WHY?

kAzAf__* - misses.*

2008-05-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

jus another pretentious look from everyone once again.

kAzAf__* - i wonder just where you are.

2008-05-09T06:59:00.001-07:00

every week jus seems to pass very fast. i kinda of like it. frisbee jus make my day. i loved them! =) well met gh xy and jim at cine, and went to watch what happened in vegas, it was a funny and really nice movie. rated 9/10 =) tests and projects are coming in nowadays, which jus meant tat i gotta work hard mans =( every week i jus look forward to sat because its the onli day tat i can meet them and had lots of fun. secondary frens are still the best.! jus a pity im in nyp.

2008-05-01T08:25:00.000-07:00

omfg. it seems so long tat i last posted. well life been tiring and sian. tiring because of cca, sian because of the wrong choice i had made. i regretted to the max tat i had came into ECCE. i regretted putting ECCE as my second choice!! it was a drastic mistake of my entire life. i had totally no interest in electronics , when teacher was teaching, everything jus seems so alien-tic to me. it sux , it really sux.

kAzAf__* - if life had a second chance.

2008-04-25T11:31:00.000-07:00

haiz wasted 2 weeks doing nothing. gg mans.

kazaF. - when im with you, i will make every second count.

2008-04-24T08:54:00.001-07:00

well. had a lecture in the morning. lecturer gave a break. everyone went out. someone jioed helmi to a battle for breakdance.well tat guy was so arrogant sia the face. though his moves might look better thaN helmi, but everyone supported helmi including me =) . hahahahahas.

kazaF. - if everyone had 48 hrs per day.

2008-04-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

its a tiring day. though im tired, i will still try my last bit to update it. well.joined frisbee as my cca. well its fun though tiring. the different throws. omfg.i still haf a long way to go mans. zzzZZzZz. hhaahas but wadever. i will do my best to persevere. hope i wun give up again.

kazaF. - frisbeE! =)

2008-04-21T19:52:00.000-07:00

its quite a fun day today wif the chong's law. LOL. well had a break at 12. actually went to south canteen but it was 12 pm, every canteen is confirm to be full. so andy suggested to go gecko to eat as he said there wun be so many ppl. we went ahead. as we were looking for seats, i saw jin jing. she was having lunch wif her frens too. omfg. its the first time i saw her in school man. hahahhas. anw, I LOVE GECKO! =)

kazaF. - it takes two to keep a promise.

2008-04-17T06:51:00.000-07:00

its yet another tiring day . well morning had 2 lectures without a break in between and at 11 went to gecko to eat wif them. haiz im having difficulty catching up the module EG1004! i hate it!

kAzAf__* - hate thursday.

2008-04-15T06:23:00.000-07:00

today was a tired day though it started all the lessons at 12.05 . well but the disgusting part abt today was tat the freaking ANDY showed us a video on his handphone. and all of us was disgusted by the video. because it was a doctor pulling out the organs from a corpse. IT WAS FREAKING DISGUSTING! but the lucky part was tat i was not eating anything at tat time. those tat ate went to the toilet immediately. omfg. the way the sicko "doctor" pull out the organs from the corpse's throat. OMFG! zzz. had started a few tutorials. well i guess im having problems wif it le. Aww.

kAzAf__* - parallel days.

2008-04-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

EC0806! =)

2008-04-11T01:24:00.000-07:00

thx guys! still rmb when we were lying down , we make a qizai out of the clouds tat passed by. lol?

kAzAf__* - special in ur own way tat no one can replace.

2008-04-09T23:37:00.001-07:00

had my first electronics lesson.

kAzAf__* - regretS.

2008-04-09T07:13:00.000-07:00

this idiot! =P - MR BIG TOE.

2008-04-08T07:04:00.000-07:00

wad a day at nyp. theres so much pain yet theres none gain. haiz. a class of 18 = EC0806 . i hate it mans, theres so many china ppl here. it seems tat wad i heard was china ppl dominate this course. zZZzZzzZZzZ . THEY SUX!

kAzAf__* - the wait takes forever.

2008-04-05T09:08:00.000-07:00

went to watch movie wif gh xy and jim. the others were either overseas or at working. one more wif his gf and one more at home chiong cabal -____________-" well we caught the three kingdom. it was a nice show though. nowadays haf been playing alot of these movies on the china history. it was jus like dynasty warriors. woots i loved it.

rizquE. - someday , somehow , a choice would be made hopefully.

2008-04-02T08:39:00.001-07:00

i wun be her dog again.

2008-03-31T10:05:00.000-07:00

well we are having alot of technology talks nowadays. =P hahahahhas.

2008-03-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

9 more days to my orientation. omg. time really flies. but seriously i really hope school can start asap. well i hope we will still meet tgt. gonna miss her. haiz.

kAzAf__* - eternity is a distance away with each passing minute.

2008-03-27T09:56:00.001-07:00

one who smoke has a smoky heart.
one who drink has a alcoholic heart.
so stop eating sweets as u r already a sweetheart.

2008-03-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

went to sentosa. woots. had alot of fun over there. firstly we started beach soccer. zzz there are so many ppl playing cheat, kicking sand instead of the ball -______-" after which , we started our own rules of captain ball in the sea. well it freaking fun though it was tired through. hahahahas. went to watch the empress. well nice show, 8.5 /10 ! =)

kAzAf__* - sunburnt , roasted pig. =(

2008-03-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

Man United 3 -0 Liverpool . Chelsea 2 - 1 Arsenal . HAIZ! -_________________-"

kAzAf__*

2008-03-16T07:18:00.000-07:00

suddenly i had a urge to go back to my matching days. i miss alex's KAZAF SIA! i miss how yiyong , viper and kailoon make fun of me and panda which turns out to be kAzdA -_______-" . i miss those matchers too. how i wished i could go back these days , but xLt is over. no more. i guess as time passes by, i could onli meet up viper in nyp to thrash those ppl in lan at nyp. hahahahas.

kAzAf_^ - jus be yourself, it takes a long time to be others.

2008-03-12T20:30:00.000-07:00

went for medical checkup, at chinatown. well it was a fun day. headed to chinatown , we were like idiots searching for tat particular hospital? gh was the joker of the day mans. hahahahas. after which , headed to compass as kok kok kok wanted to buy shoes for poly . and we ate there. after tat, went to icez at kovan for pool , meet winston. omfg. its freaking cold man!

i hate it when it came so fast, it came so fast tat i was caught in a whirl. the poly things tat need to be settled is so fast, zZz! HATE IT HATE IT!

kAzAf__*

2008-03-09T03:24:00.000-07:00

its a unlucky day. went to IT fair, zzz so many ppl , squeezing here and there. cant even walk , stuck stuck stuck! zZz. after which we were like idiots. keep touring around marina square, everyone was busy talking and talking and forgot wheres the mrt. LOL. haiz, after which , went to cuppage , was intending to play pool , but it was under renovation. aww tats more unlucky. well bo pian , headed to parklane, zzz took taxi, separated into 2 cabs. me xy win and kok hwee one. from cuppage to parklane , it was 8 dollars!?!? wah so expensive!?! follow it , we went to parklane for lan, tio pwned by kok hwee! zzZZz wah damn unlucky la tat daY.! after lan and pool , headed to the cathay, caught the leap years wif gh jim win and xy. omfg gh is gay man. LOL er xin!

kAzAf_^

2008-03-05T04:56:00.000-08:00

haiz. went to soccer. turned up onli 5 ppl. -_________-" zzz. well we were there slacking. talking abt things happened recently. haiz. it was so sian. well i still got ramp in the face , zzzZzzZz XY! wah pain pain, whole specs came out, hahahas , but still, used to it le. tat explains why i keep changing specs. hahahahahahaha. ermz. still thinking over wad had happened. haiz. end here ba.

kAzAf__*

2008-03-04T08:44:00.000-08:00

well i did something wrong again. wads wrong wif me mans.?!?!??! why am i keep sticking everything to vulgar words!!? why am i always venting the anger on other people when they have done nothing to me?!!?? ARgH I HATE MYSELF TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RemorsefuL.*

2008-03-04T04:40:00.001-08:00

You look so beautiful today,

When you're sitting there ,

It's hard for me to look away,

So I try to find the words that I could say,

I know distance doesn't matter,

But you feel so far away,

And I can't lie,

But every time I leave,

My heart turns grey,

And I wanna come back home,

To see your face tonight,

'Cause I just can't take it,

Another day without you with me,

Is like a blade that cuts right through me,

But I can wait, I can wait forever,

When you call, my heart stops beating,

When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding,

But I can wait, I can wait forever,

You look so beautiful today,

It's like every time I turn around,

I see your face,

The thing I miss the most is,

Waking up next to you,

When I look into your eyes,

Man, I wish that I could stay,

And I can't lie,

But every time I leave,

My heart turns grey,

And I wanna come back home,

To see your face tonight,

'Cause I just can't take it,

Another day without you with me,

Is like a blade that cuts right through me,

But I can wait, I can wait forever,

When you call, my heart stops beating,

When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding,

But I can wait,

I can wait forever,

I know it feels like forever,

guess that's just the price I gotta pay,

But when I come back home,

To feel your touch,

It makes it better,

Till that day,

There's nothing else that I can do,

And I just can't take it,

Another day without you with me,

Is like a blade that cuts right through me,

But I can wait,

I can wait forever,

When you call, my heart stops beating,

When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding,

But I can wait,

I can wait,

I can wait forever,

I can wait forever,

I can wait forever,

I can wait forever,

I can wait forever,

I can wait forever.

2008-03-03T20:08:00.000-08:00

the choice of posting was -_______________________________-". though i know alot of frens in nyp, but i wasnt happy at all. we all said tat we will put sp as first choice , but what went wrong mans when all came to nyp -___________-" . but well its over, no point keep thinking abt it. one thing for sure, kok hwee will make my life in nyp more interesting i guess , HAHAHA!

ECCE [ Electronics Computer And Communications Engineering ] AwW~!

kAzAf__*